Last night we had Alisa's Bachelorette party. The only one missing was you! I watched all the girls dance and act crazy and it took me back to a place in time when you were with them. So strange, same crazy girls, different place, and different time. I remember when those same kids were over for a 6th grade Birthday party for Alisa and you and Britni were the center of attention. They all looked up to you girls. Last night, Britni went it alone and tried to keep them straight. But I remember when you and her were both there for them all. I missed you so much and I know that Alisa wishes you could be here with us during this time for her. We had fun and laughed at Madison (she hasn't changed one bit). The only thing missing was you teaching them dance moves, songs, and telling them things to make them laugh. We all missed you there!! I love you so much and miss you more today than all the days before. I don't think this will ever get easier to handle.