SO.. this is the first time i have ever written on this..and its already really hard. Its been almost a year since your accident and still it hurts to think about it. I dream about you almost every night, sometimes good dreams and then sometimes bad dreams. But i always end up feeling you around me when i wake up. Having this baby without you being here is heartbreaking! But i dont want you to think he wont know about you, i will tell him everything there is to know about his Aunt B. I just want you to know that just because i dont write on here doesn't mean i dont miss you..its just still too hard to realize that your gone. I love you so much. And i will see you again!