to my britt...my angel my dear britt its almost been a year..it really doesnt seem like it at all. i still miss u the same as the day that u died. i know that ur watchin over me, u always said thru high school that u would always be with me. you know it is still hard to go to ur grave..it brings back flashbacks of ur visitation and ur funeral. i still cant except the fact that ur gone,i just still cant make myself believe it. there r alot of days that i just want to pick up the phone and call or text u. i probably wont ever except the fact that u r gone. u where just so young. but i know now that death doesnt have an age. i still dream about u alot..sometimes my dreams seem so real its like u r really right here beside me. i just want to thank u so much for watching over me..i know ur with me everytime i see a yellow cavalier pass me. i was so ready to just give up when u died, my whole attitude changed i didnt care about anything at all i just wanted my britt back,but u stood right beside me and helped me get thru it. i dont think that i will ever get over the fact that ur gone. it feels like this is all just a dream a really bad dream. i just wish someone would pinch me and wake me up! but i know thats not gonna happen anytime soon...i know i will c u one day. there r still alot of things and songs that remind me of u..(tila tequila lol). it seems like it just never gets any easier. i love u sooo much britt...u will always be my sister,my bestfriend,and my guardian angel. i love u baby girl u will always be in my heart.