Mommy on 05/07/2011

Hey sweet Angel! This weekend will mark my third Mother's Day without you here. It doesn't seem real even to this day. No matter what I do or where I go, you are always with me. Sometimes I feel like I am losing my mind. I find myself having conversations with you all the time- thank goodness I don't talk out loud. People would probably want to take me away to an institution. It is nice to hear your voice, see your face, and hear your wonderful laugh in my dreams that sometimes I wish I wouldn't wake up from dreaming. When I wake up i realize that you aren't here and usually go back to square one. I love you so much and miss you with everything I am.