Mommy on 01/30/2010

Today was the first snow of 2010. It reminded me of the big snow we had last year about two weeks before your death. You and Boo were playing in the snow and built a snowman. You were so excited and had so much fun. You sent me several scenery pictures including one of a cow at your bedroom window. You called first and said, "Momma, Boo started barking at something in the bedroom this morning and woke me up. When I went to see what it was, it was a cow staring in my bedroom window." I thought, she must be dreaming so you sent me a picture so I would believe you. You also sent me a picture of you and Boo playing and a picture of your snowman!! I still have them on my phone. I love you so much and miss you more and more everyday. I wish you were here so we could build a snowman together. I wouldn't even complain that it was too cold for me!! lol When you and Alisa were little your daddy always loved to play in the snow with yall but I was always wanted to stay inside where it was warm. But I would trade that warmth anyday to play in the snow with you today. I will never be the same without you here. I love you and will see you later!