Hey pumkin,I'm sorry it's been so long since I've written anything on here, It's a beautiful site but It's just so hard to visit. I know on your Birthday you were partying big time but here it was almost unbearable, you are missed so very much, I know you are with me everywhere I go but It'll never be the same. I love you more than I could ever show or explain but I think you know that. This sunday Alisa and I are going to bring you some flowers, I wanted to do that on your Birthday but Pumkin there just wasnt any way I could go,it was all I could do to just get out of bed. I just got through uploading a song on here that I hope you'll like, it made me cry. The song is called Brittney and the man that sings it is named Larry. I love you Pumkin, I'll see you in everything and feel you in my heart.