Brittney(rooster) I need you and your not here. I need to laugh for o reason i need to stay up all night and be so tired i see things. I need to talk to the one person that never judged me for anything. I need you in my corner! I know you cant be here in person but Damn how I wish you could. I can't believe another birthday is coming up and I csnt spend it being crazy with you. Alisa's son is beautiful but you know that you were there the day he was born. she was a gorgeous Bride but you were there that day too. I still cant believe she is out of highschool. It is so crazy going through all this without you. Zachary is almost 2 and a half and all he knows of you are stories but believe me he has herd all the one that are pg lol. I love you Britt. Give my mom a hug for me. I cant wait to see you two again.