Where to begin.... I missed putting a post on this site on the anniversary of your death because, as you know, your nephew was being born. What a emotional day for me and Alisa and everybody that loved and still loves you. I haven't been able to put my finger on the exact feelings I was having that day because they were so strange. When the doctor said that Alisa had to start pushing I looked at the clock. The time was 5 p.m. I thought oh my gosh this timing is so unreal! The next time I looked it was 5:20 p.m., a year ago at this time we were talking about going and getting you some shoes to work in the next day then 5:24 p.m. the phone went blank. Cayden Lynn arrived at 6:10 p.m. One year earlier I was trying so hard to reach you. Called, Called and Called at 6:21 the officer answered and told me to meet him at the hospital, my heart dropped! I lost you at 5:24 p.m. and Cayden was born a year later only minutes from the anniversary of that horrible day. Oh, how I miss you and I know it was all you and God up there bringing him into this world on that dreaded day. He looks so much like you and Alisa! But he looks like Jordan too. You will always be our Guardian Angel, no one could ever be that lucky! I love you so much.