20 more days til Christmas and I don't even care this year. Me and your sister decided that we would not even try to pretend that everything is ok. No tree, no decorations, no wreath on the door, no presents, nothing.... It will never be the same again without you. I remember last year with you and "Talking Bubba". I am so glad that I got that for you. I will never forget your excitement when you opened the box. I love you so much and miss you with everything I am. We will be going away for Christmas this year but wherever I am you will be with me also. You will forever be in my heart no matter what. Until we can be together I will hold you close. When I go up there I will leave a little something of yours in the creek. That way you can enjoy the time with us also. I love you baby girl and miss you more than anyone could ever imagine.