Britt. ahh this is so hard going through this pregnancy without you. you were my rock. when i found out i was pregnant i wanted to call you. but i couldnt. i called lesley and come to find out we both are! me and lesley both think that you had something to do with this. you wouldnt have put us through this alone thats why you made it to where we both were at the same time. It is really hard without you. not a day goes by i dont think about you. its been awhile since i have talked to you but talking to you makes it real and idk if i could handle that right now. but now i know i can. i miss you and love you with everything i am. i will talk to you tonight through my prayers. It will never be goodbye..always a see you later. so i will see you later Sissy. love always and forever without a doubt...