I miss you more and more everyday. Sometimes I find myself looking at your pictures, smelling your clothes, looking at your things, and just get so lost in the moment. I feel like sometimes I just can't go on without you. I am trying so hard to stay strong for Alisa and Jordan. I just want you here so bad. In your pictures you are so you. It seems like you are still here with me. I am no longer complete and I will never be able to change that. I just don't understand. Why?????? Why?????? I guess I will never know, but a part of me needs to know. I need to know why because I can't imagine any reason for you to be taken so young. You were so smart and had your whole future ahead of you. Baby girl, I just want to brush your hair, give you a kiss, hold you, and smell your perfume..... I need you!