Christmas 2013, another holiday without your shining face and glowing personality. I miss you so much baby girl there is no way I could ever explain the brokenness I feel inside since you left. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and sometimes pretend this horrible nightmare is just a nightmare and didn't really happen. So many things that were left for us to do, for you to do. I wish you were here to share the beauty of these precious angels that your beautiful sister has brought into our lives. Cayden Lynn is growing so fast, he has a personality that reminds me and Alisa so much of you. Always the center of attention, always making us laugh, some of the funny things he comes up with are so you! He sings the same song over and over.... and then there is baby Aleaha, 10 months old, she is so much like your sister. Beautiful little angel that looks so much like a little doll. She is quite, a little reserved (but then again she is still only 10 months old so this could change over time). To see her and Cayden together reminds me so much of you and Alisa when you were small. You were always Momma's big girl helper and helped Alisa with everything. If she got hurt, you were the first on the scene to pick her up and tell her everything was going to be ok. You talked for her, she never had to talk because you did it for her. lol That's ok, she learned a lot from you. She looked up to you and knew you always had her back. This is what I see in Cayden and Aleaha so much. Cayden is always there helping her along, playing with her, making sure she is ok and I know he will always have her back like you had Alisa's. I know you are here in our hearts and I know that these precious children are signs that you are still with us and will always be here with us watching over us helping us along. Little Isaiah will be here soon. Hopefully within the next few days. I so wish you were here with us to share this new miracle of life. Brittney, you are greatly missed and so loved even in death. Without you here it is so overwhelming at times. Alisa and I speak of you often, we will never let anyone forget that you were and still are a big part of our lives. Merry Christmas in heaven my shining star, I love you so much and miss you more than you will ever know. Tell Granddaddy I said hi and that I miss him with all my heart too. I hope you and him have been reunited and have been catching up since you were called to be with him in eternity. : )