Dear B, this time of the year is so hard for me. I think about you all the time but March and October you are in my thoughts 24/7. I see you in all my dreams and wish I wasn't just dreaming. I miss you so much and love you just as much as I did the first day I met you. A big part of me died the day you passed away and how I wish I could turn back time and spend some more time with you. You were like the sister I never had, you got me like nobody else ever did. I know you are with me always. I love you buttercup! Always and for ever!!!